Tuesday, November 2, 2010

pity party starts... now!

nothing and i mean nothing in my closet fits me anymore. i feel that i keep wearing the same things over and over. the same little black dress, the same black v-neck from american apparel, the same leggings, the same loose fitting top, etc. i have maybe 10 items (and that is including tops, bottoms, and dresses) that i can get away with wearing. even my maternity jeans and leggings are fitting me uncomfortably because i decided to buy everything low rise... HUGE MISTAKE! even my shoes dont fit. getting dressed everyday is becoming depressing... i just want to look pretty again and dress the way i want to and wear the things that i WANT to wear. i dont feel pretty at all lately.

i dont know if this is a feeling most pregnant women get but it is something i have really been dealing with lately. where is my security? where is my self esteem?

well i finally went shopping today because we are headed to orlando for the weekend and there is going to be a cold front while we are there. well guess what... my winter closed REALLY doesnt fit me :(. i bought some stuff at old navy... nothing crazy exciting but im hoping that i can look somewhat cute this weekend.

ok im done now. no more negative thoughts (ill try). its time to look pretty again!

2 comments:

  1. I know exactly how you feel! I seriously get depressed every time I walk into my closet!!! I am getting so big my maternity clothes hardly fit and I don't want to buy any more!!!

    P.S-Target usually has some cute tops on clearance!!!

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  2. Tasha.. I'm glad that there is someone else out there that feels the way I do. I can't wait to feel comfortable in my own skin again. I really need to go to target! I haven't been in way too long and I feel that it might just be the answer to all of my prayers :)

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