as you may all know by now, we have been having a hard time financially. we always thought that hubs would have an easy time finding work and that everything would fall into place. when we got married we figured that i would work for a few years to save up money so when i got pregnant i would be able to stay home with my babies. things didn't work out that way. i found out i was pregnant a day before our 6 month anniversary. olivia has been the biggest blessing in our lives and i wouldn't change anything for the world. since i got pregnant much sooner than expected, i wasn't able to work for as long as we had planned. i got in a good 7 months and on a teachers salary that is nothing.
lets cut to the chase...
i have to go back to work.... wahhhhhh!
i have a few months with my beautiful baby but come august i will be back in the classroom. i am having such a hard time with this. i really want to go back just part time but i may need to go back full time! i have cried a lot, i am really sad when i think about it, and i know that come those first few days/weeks/months you will probably find me crying in the bathroom.
i can really use some help. anyone have some advice? help!